Daily struggles

So I have been here in Auburn for nearly a year now, and although I like it, I really miss being in Nashville. Lately I have felt very spiritually "stagnant," somewhat "dried up." I am living life going through the motions, with no deeper meaning or focus. Granted, all of this is my fault. I still haven't been attending church regularly or surrounding myself with spiritual encouragement. Neither have I made much time to feed myself with God's word. I have grown farther and farther away from what I have always wanted to be...a woman after God's own heart. Despite all these feelings, I know that deep down, my faith still remains and my love for God is unshaken. I miss having a church family that I can talk to and hang out with. I love my church family at Vaughn Park and I know that I will always be welcome there. I think I am just missing the involvement that I used to have with not only VP but my wonderful church in Nashville, Woodmont Hills. No, this isn't an entertaining or even interesting post. I just needed to get some feelings out and ask for prayers from you guys that know me and have grown up with me. I'm at a point where I am almost reaching rock bottom. (sorry this has been a little depressing)