Saturday, April 22, 2006
Personality conflict...
So tonight I am basically venting about some things that have happened since I moved to Auburn. It's strange how some things that you are completely confident in can be called into question. Many of the people I have met here in Auburn are wonderful people and have completely stepped up and brought me into their world, which I am grateful for. On the other hand, I have never been in an environment like this where people feel totally comfortable to point out personality "flaws" as I have been here. There are many things about me that I know aren't perfect, which I accept. It's the way God made me. But it's very strange to have people point out things about me which I never thought were an issue, and I have now been made aware of, whether I like it or not. Self-confidence has never been at a high level in my world, and to have someone knock me down even further is hard to swallow. Maybe I am being too sensitive about things, but when someone hurts you, it's hard to keep that in perspective. I think my main issue is the fact that I like who I am, and for someone to call that into question, whether intentionally or not, basically feels like a slap in the face. Anyway, I'll stop rambling about it. Just keep me in your prayers to build up strength and confidence to face these situations when they come around...God made me who I am and I know I need to accept it. It's just hard to do that at times.
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Hi Hayley!! I didn't know you had a blog until I saw your comment on Heather's blog. Man, these things are too much fun! I'm honored that we're listed as a link on your page :)
Glad I have a way to keep up with you now!
Sara
Hmm. Do I need to kick somone's butt on your behalf? I haven't gotten violent in a while. I still have a little redneck deep down in my from high school. :)
Are you ever going to reply to my email about IMPACT?
Haha can I buy a ticket to Jon whoopin someone's butt that would be fun to watch.
Very impressive. You're setting a good example for me with the frequency of your posts. As far as your flaws are concerned, I think people point out your flaws to make them feel better about their own. Make sense? Don't let them hurt your self-esteem. But more importantly, don't focus on your so-called flaws and lower your self-esteem all by yourself. Okay, that's the end of my sermon for today. Now I need to go recover from reading that "Pope Jamin" enjoys watching violent acts.
I would love to say something profoundly encouraging right now, but I would only be repeating what Ryan said (and I'm sure others have told you the same thing). Just keep on being yourself - the rest of us like you that way. :-)
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